Posted by Anonymous on 2013/03/03 under Uncategorized I love to write. I’ve been writing for years. But now, because of you, whenever I write, my main character is always depressed. It doesn’t matter if my main character is a guy or girl, no matter what I do, they come out more and more like me. They feel worthless and unloved no matter what they do and where they go. All because of you. You, who broke my heart into millions of pieces. I loved you for two years. I realize now that you knew it. You knew it the ENTIRE time. You used me to make yourself feel better. You never cared about me. You just needed an ego boost after what happened to you. Yes, that was bad but what you did to me was worse. I couldn’t figure out what I did wrong. I didn’t understand why and how you could just throw me away like a broken toy after only six days. You had no idea of how damaged I was. You told me that you would treat me the way that I deserved. Tell me, what on earth convinced you that I deserved to be treated like that?! Like a plaything?! It’s been over a year. I can’t form a romantic relationship with guys anymore. I always convince myself that they’ll hurt me just like you. I thought that I had lost everything with you. I couldn’t bring myself to smile or laugh. I pretty much stopped talking. I lost interest in everything. Soccer, school, hanging out with my friends. But the one thing I still had was my writing. It was my escape. But now, you managed to take that away too. My main characters are starting to become more like me when it comes to romance. At first, I didn’t mind it because it gave my characters depth. But now, that’s all that my main characters seem to feel. I always try to give my main characters only one of my personality traits but now they all end up having the feelings of worthlessness that you made me feel. You never explained why you did this to me and I feel like you never will. I want to get over you, I really do, but I just can’t. You know, I used to think that it could have been possible for me to get over you but now I can’t because you’ve finally taken everything from me…